17 6 / 2015
"If Taylor Swift said she was releasing a new album in 9 years, I’d still preorder it today."
27 3 / 2015
Breaking the Signs Stereotypes (Requested)
- 1: You are not mean. You have your buttons and some people just know how to push them. You actually can hold yourself back from yelling and being mean more than some other signs.
- 2: You are not always eating. You just like a lot of things and aren't picky so people assume you're eating a lot.
- 3: You are not always anxious and nervous. You are just very energetic and hate standing still.
- 4: You do not have wild mood swings, you just simply hold things in so long that you just fall apart and it all comes out at random times. There is nothing wrong with this, it has to come out sometime baby.
- 5: You are not always athletic. You sometimes just want to lay on the couch and play video games. You deserve these days.
- 6: You are not super happy all the time. Yes, you are very funny and will always be my best friend but you are very good at hiding things. You hate making things about you so you would rather put on a fake smile than explain what's wrong.
- 7: Even though you're sign says you are very sweet and perfect you have a mean side. Even though only few people get to see it that doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. I was one of the unlucky ones to see that side. I am sorry for whoever hurt you to be that mean but don't take it out on people who don't deserve it.
- 8: Not everything you do is evil. You just know what makes people tick and love the idea of payback. The people who did you wrong deserve to pay, you are right.
- 9: You are not as careless as everyone makes you out to be. You actual care about everything. You just understand the concept that it is your life and no one can tell you what to do. And don't worry, you are correct.
- 10: Just like Sagittarius everyone thinks you are careless and selfish. You are 100% not. You are one of the lucky ones to be able to understand that you don't always have to be pleasing everyone all the time. I love seeing their faces as you do what you want, it's priceless.
- 11: You are not as physically detached as everyone thinks. You love hugging and kissing and you love rubbing your thumb on peoples hands and you intertwine them. You just prefer to know you're doing all that with the right people. There is nothing wrong with wanting to wait for something, because waiting is the best part sometimes.
- 12: You not as emotional as everyone claims you are. You are actually very good at bottling it up just like Cancer. You just burst open through all the cracks people have left as they walk in and out of your life, stepping on pieces of your heart on the way out. And I am sorry that you get this stereotype because the only people to see through those cracks are people you trust and those people should not be stereotyping you on your pain you have hidden so well, for so long. I am so sorry.
27 3 / 2015
I want you to know
I want you to know that you are the only thing I fought for in my entire life. I fought with you, I fought for you, I fought myself about leaving you. All I ever wanted to do was save you. Save us. I wanted to hold your hand through everything and be there. I called everyone, “What can I do? How can I fix this?”
It’s called unconditional love. If you could’ve spared me an ounce of that maybe I wouldn’t be typing this right now.
When I called it was months and months after the fight. The fight of me telling myself every day, every month, that I shouldn’t call. I gave in. I put it out on the line. Just like I did with everything else. It was always me willing to make the sacrifices. It was always me willing to compromise my dreams for yours. Because I loved you. I loved you with every fiber of my soul. Even your imperfections were perfection.
It’s hard to give up. Because I see the potential there is for us, if you could just stop being so selfish and realize that I’m probably the only person who hands down was willing to put up with your shit. If you could’ve just met me half way, we could be something. Really something. There isn’t anyone else that meshes with me so perfectly. So I tell myself now. But I know deep inside that I’m going to find someone who won’t ask me to compromise my dreams, and my beliefs, and all the things important to me. You know how vulnerable you were with me? Remember when you said since me you’ve stopped caring and letting yourself truly love? It’s a shame really. All that energy you’re channeling into apathy could’ve been used to work towards something so beautiful and amazing. We were like fireworks. You were the brightest star in my sky. But now when I look up I can’t remember where you are. You’ve faded into the blackness with all the rest. Everything’s a little duller now. Am I always going to see your face when I look at someone else? Probably.
The worst part is watching someone light a match on your fairytale and letting it burn. And standing from a distance with the water to put it out but you’ve tied my hands so I have no choice but to watch it burn with you. I’ve never felt so helpless.“Losing you is like everyone who’s ever left saying goodbye all at once.”
27 3 / 2015
